So Close
"So close... and still... so far"
I'm so sick of being alone at Christmas. I guess being alone is better than being unhappy... but I feel like everyone has someone and life is just grand... and ahhhhh.
I have the best friends in the world. I don't think anyone else in this world has such a strong bond, trust, and reliableness as I do. And I am so blessed. I don't know where I'd be without you. So maybe that's where I made out in this world... best friends... but men on the other hand... not so much... and I feel selfish for wanting more.
And I've found someone who is so spectacular... so... everything I've ever dreamed of. And yet so far. "oh how can I face, the faceless day, if I should lose you now?" Best friends is what we are... and it's so hard, yet so smart... and it all sucks...
Just another Christmas alone... Merry Christmas everyone.