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"Heavens not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you finally feel alive.
So live for the moment and take this advice, live by every word.
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard.
And live for the moment now."
oh geez I love the Spill Canvas... the most beautiful lyrics in the world. Honestly. Incredibly talented. Anyways.
I haven't written since I've been home... haven't been on this since I've been home. Weird... I used to be such a live journal whore. Life is honestly great. Money isn't an issue anymore (thank god), my family life hasn't been this good since I was 10, I see Felicia like every weekend (wtf?!) Britt makes time, things are just great. I got a second job at Blockbuster... it's good. 12 hour days aren't my favorite, but I know it's something that's helping me out of the money situation.
I'm getting back into shape... thank god, Florida kinda ruined me... haha... I actually miss Florida a bit, I miss the people I met down there... Lindsey esp. but she's home now anyway... hopefully she'll come around Christmas break...
I'm finally over it. Well I've been over it for a bit, but this is the first I've written about it. I'm over dating guys who have had their chance, I'm over pining over them and hoping they'll call, the boy who was the master of wooing me, of making my heart race, giving me butterflies... doesn't. It was a liberating experience, the one last kiss that made me feel... nothing. Liberating. I'm moving on.
Speaking of... I'm getting to know a friend better... who knows what'll happen. He's geniunely a nice guy... a breath of fresh air... if you look at my past history... you'd know why. We're getting to know each other now... and I'm not saying anything is going to come of it... but he def interests me... and makes me smile...
Otherwise, as you can tell... life is grand... going on vacation next week... the beach for a whole week shall be wonderful... btw... I've got a tent and Britt and Felicia shall be coming down for a few nights... you want to visit give me a call... and then Labor Day weekend is coming... going to Camp with Felicia and Carli (dude... I'm taking Brian behind that tree again- lol I love you Felicia and your capertillers lol) and yeah... I'm living in the moment... something I've never really done... not worrying about the future... not letting the past get me down... living moment by moment... because you have no idea how little moments mean so much... and if you're clouded by the past, or worrying about the future... they pass you by... and you don't even realize it.
"Do I have to spell it out for you
or scream it in your face?
Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place
Do I have to spell it out for you
or whisper in your ear?
Oh, just stop right there
I think that we've got something here"