Mar 21, 2007 09:09
So I promised myself I wouldn't cry, at least not til Tues. Britt's journal got to me... one last Friday night... and tonight I'm seeing one of my best friends for probably the last time til I come home (unless he comes and visits) it's only six months... I'm torn between feelings of excitement beyond belief and sadness just as strong. All I can say is I love you, I'll miss you, miss me back, and we'll get through this. There's too much love between me and my best friends to ever forget, or move on. Sure we'll meet new people, but I have a feeling when I come home... they'll be there, running at me when I walk off that runway, and everything will be as it should. I love you.
As I sit in this smokey room
The night about to end
I pass my time with strangers
But this bottle's my only friend
Remember when we used to park
On Butler Street out in the dark
Remember when we lost the keys
And you lost more than that in my backseat
Remember how we used to talk
About busting out - we'd break their hearts
Together - forever
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye
Remember days of skipping school
Racing cars and being cool
With a six pack and the radio
We didn't need no place to go
Remember at the prom that night
You and me we had a fight
But the band they played our favorite song
And I held you in my arms so strong
We danced so close
We danced so slow
And I swore I'd never let you go
Together - forever
I guess you'd say we used to talk
About busting out
We'd break their hearts
we're never going to say goodbye... just see you later... I promise... good lord I'm crying.