To my support,
I read this thing all of the time, basically every time i get on my computer. i check my friends' updates. and yet i never type anything. so, i decided i'm going to stop being hypocritical and share some of myself with you.
I've had some of the best and worst experiences of my life in my life this past week. which isn't all that extreme because i've had a pretty easy life. but putting things in perspective, i'm finding out who i am as a person more and more everyday. many people have reached this stage years previouly. who cares though. i do know why it took me so long, but i'm just glad to be here. just call it my self-actualization.
i guess i'm just taking a step back and watching myself grow up. honestly? i have a good feeling about this (myself growing up and all). it's nice to be able to say that, and some may think it a bit risky.. but the one thing i've learned that's most valuable: the extent of friendships. That i can lean on someone and get exactly what i needed but couldnt provide for myself. thanks to all of you, i'm able to stand upright and not topple over.
and i love you for it.
I've had some of the best and worst experiences of my life in my life this past week. which isn't all that extreme because i've had a pretty easy life. but putting things in perspective, i'm finding out who i am as a person more and more everyday. many people have reached this stage years previouly. who cares though. i do know why it took me so long, but i'm just glad to be here. just call it my self-actualization.
i guess i'm just taking a step back and watching myself grow up. honestly? i have a good feeling about this (myself growing up and all). it's nice to be able to say that, and some may think it a bit risky.. but the one thing i've learned that's most valuable: the extent of friendships. That i can lean on someone and get exactly what i needed but couldnt provide for myself. thanks to all of you, i'm able to stand upright and not topple over.
and i love you for it.