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its funny how it takes a dramatic post like my last one to get people to actually comment. i never realized how boring my journal was.
talked to chad during lunch today. and i truely believed him when he said that he didn't talk about bentley when she left the table. i dont know why i beleived him but i dont think he would lie at a 'time like this.'
i wrote the last journal entry straight out, with what i was trueling feeling at the time... and thanks to some kids who commented on the previous entry, i say F that. its not worth it. i shouldn't have written my true feelings. so much damn drama came out of it. and hott damn do i hate drama. it comes with the ortega territory i suppose. so no more 'openness'in this thing for me.
so i now have come to respect chad again but that doesnt change the fact that he's been jerkish in the past. kaigan and ryan are no different.
im actually relieved that he didnt didnt talk at the table. i really hate it when im pissed. its such a drag.
now if you'll excuse me, my mom made my favorite dinner for me tonight, and... its dinner time!
have a nice day<3
talked to chad during lunch today. and i truely believed him when he said that he didn't talk about bentley when she left the table. i dont know why i beleived him but i dont think he would lie at a 'time like this.'
i wrote the last journal entry straight out, with what i was trueling feeling at the time... and thanks to some kids who commented on the previous entry, i say F that. its not worth it. i shouldn't have written my true feelings. so much damn drama came out of it. and hott damn do i hate drama. it comes with the ortega territory i suppose. so no more 'openness'in this thing for me.
so i now have come to respect chad again but that doesnt change the fact that he's been jerkish in the past. kaigan and ryan are no different.
im actually relieved that he didnt didnt talk at the table. i really hate it when im pissed. its such a drag.
now if you'll excuse me, my mom made my favorite dinner for me tonight, and... its dinner time!
have a nice day<3