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[onceintheback]

i hate this constant feeling. is there anything there, or just false hopes that in one day the feelings i have will be returned. screw the greyness of the world. if things were black and white it would be so much easier. no more hoping, no more worrying, no more thinking. it would just be there, plain and simple. greyness causes pain, for lack of better words. and this pain is forever enduring. and it sucks big time. some times i "wish" these feelings would just go away. forget wanting somone. what good does that get you? ive gotten this far. but even after saying the previous statments, i still wish my feelings coud be returned or at least know that they will never be, instead of this constant disillusion.

im spent. goodnight

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on YOU
but i hope that YOU will never feel unwanted.