How Could This Happen To Me?
It's so funny how I get over-excited about something. Like I couldn't be anymore happier for once... And then I am fucking shut down and my day is nothing but downhill. I didn't go to the XC meet because my fucking mom left me a note for when I got home saying "I'm at the gym be home in a couple hours." So yeah, my dad called me and was like "Hey sweetie hows the meet?!" I'm like "hmmm i wouldn't know. I'm not there. mom shut her phone off and has obviously forgotten about me."
I got calls all afternoon from people from Merrimack, saying "Hey Nat! Where are you? I can't find you!" It was so funny though because I am in tears now. It feels like I moved from Merrimack all over again. I was happy though because Phil actually came to my house because he wanted to see me that badly.
The best part was when my mom got home and was like, "Well you should have told me about the meet Natalie." I had been fucking telling her that every single day for the past two weeks! Even my dad knew! I mean he called me thinking I was there... Ughhh I really hate her. Why doesn't she just fucking kill me now and stop torturing me? I just don't get it..
I need a drink.... later
<33 Natalie Mae Beatrice
I got calls all afternoon from people from Merrimack, saying "Hey Nat! Where are you? I can't find you!" It was so funny though because I am in tears now. It feels like I moved from Merrimack all over again. I was happy though because Phil actually came to my house because he wanted to see me that badly.
The best part was when my mom got home and was like, "Well you should have told me about the meet Natalie." I had been fucking telling her that every single day for the past two weeks! Even my dad knew! I mean he called me thinking I was there... Ughhh I really hate her. Why doesn't she just fucking kill me now and stop torturing me? I just don't get it..
I need a drink.... later
<33 Natalie Mae Beatrice