tonight the sky is painted...
When you're a kid, you think you're never going to grow up.
that's something i've been saying forever. and i don't know what has made me think of life more in depth tonight, the fact i was hit by a car or the fact that i need a new car due to the carelessness of the previous owner. i'm sick of thinking about it. i get so anxious and locked up.
it's started to come into play, the harsh realization of becoming an adult has hit me harder now than ever before. what a terrible feeling. expenses and everything are totally blowing me out of the water. it's making life harder to live and be comfortable with as time goes on like this. i'm not ready by any means to deal with being an adult in the real world, but it's a transition i know i'm going to have to make. slowly but surely i'll get there. it's all starting now, i have my mom to thank to help me along the way. eventhough i'm such an asshole sometimes i hope she understands how much i love her and how much she really means to me. we had a really in depth conversation last night about my dad and how it's definitely better off. i can honestly say i have the kindest woman on the face of the earth as a mother. she means the world to me.
as for my friends tony, sam<3, ryan, roy, jenna, kate, matt, nesdill, noonan, justin, kretzmer, kevin, corey, adam, cara, marchak and the others who know who they are, you are are helping me shape my personality and way of life, and really making me who i am today. thank you guys so much for everything, i could not have a more beautiful group of friends. you guys are amazing.
sincerely,
_xoZachary
that's something i've been saying forever. and i don't know what has made me think of life more in depth tonight, the fact i was hit by a car or the fact that i need a new car due to the carelessness of the previous owner. i'm sick of thinking about it. i get so anxious and locked up.
it's started to come into play, the harsh realization of becoming an adult has hit me harder now than ever before. what a terrible feeling. expenses and everything are totally blowing me out of the water. it's making life harder to live and be comfortable with as time goes on like this. i'm not ready by any means to deal with being an adult in the real world, but it's a transition i know i'm going to have to make. slowly but surely i'll get there. it's all starting now, i have my mom to thank to help me along the way. eventhough i'm such an asshole sometimes i hope she understands how much i love her and how much she really means to me. we had a really in depth conversation last night about my dad and how it's definitely better off. i can honestly say i have the kindest woman on the face of the earth as a mother. she means the world to me.
as for my friends tony, sam<3, ryan, roy, jenna, kate, matt, nesdill, noonan, justin, kretzmer, kevin, corey, adam, cara, marchak and the others who know who they are, you are are helping me shape my personality and way of life, and really making me who i am today. thank you guys so much for everything, i could not have a more beautiful group of friends. you guys are amazing.
sincerely,
_xoZachary