Funk
I've been questioning everything. I don't feel like I'll ever be happy with will. I don't think we can ever have a good relationship. I thought about what it would be like if I left. I know already. I'd be anxious about him with other people. Wed fight all the time about parenting the boys. And I'd cry a lot thinking about why I couldn't keep my mouth shut so he could love me. I'd question everything I've said and done and hate myself for not changing. I'm already too damaged. I don't think I could ever be in another relationship. I'm scared no one could ever love me if he can't. ..... I'll continue later
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