Mar 03, 2005 16:24
i don't know what it was but i was listening to tiger lilly and i just started crying.
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things any worse.
i've been in a really sad mood for a while. or it just be that we watched bloody sunday in twentieth century world and i couldn't very well bawl in class so i just bottled it up for a while. that movie made me sick.
i wish i had more time to read. i miss my easy reads.
i took dress your family in corduroy and denim out from the library.
maybe i should finish hitchhikers guide first?
my mom sent me tootsie roll lip balm a while ago and i have the package up on the wall. there's a little warning on it saying not to eat it and she highlighted it and wrote lauren and drew an arrow to it. it makes me laugh every time i look at it. i really miss my mom. like a lot. a+lot even.
i want spring and spring break!
though if all goes well i'll be freezing my butt off during part of spring break.