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first off, i'm listening to a cd that sydnee made me a long, long time ago.
well today was interesting. i had my first day of training at my new job. i can actually say i missed having a job, or money rather. It's all computer related and there was an older, maybe around 50 year old lady next to me who knew absolutely NOTHING about computers. I mean she didnt know what the enter key was, or f2, f10, shift, tab, etc etc. i helped her out the whole time and it felt like i actually could do something.
yesterday, i had a big realization brought to me. I really do have a bad attitude most of the time. thats really hard for me to understand, but the truth really does hurt. i guess sometimes i get so frustrated with people when they dont understand things the same way or when they say things that i take the wrong way (which happens a lot!). I can actually say though that i have been a nicer person lately. I'm trying my hardest.
AND my new room is done, except for the new floors which i am waiting on in a month.
well today was interesting. i had my first day of training at my new job. i can actually say i missed having a job, or money rather. It's all computer related and there was an older, maybe around 50 year old lady next to me who knew absolutely NOTHING about computers. I mean she didnt know what the enter key was, or f2, f10, shift, tab, etc etc. i helped her out the whole time and it felt like i actually could do something.
yesterday, i had a big realization brought to me. I really do have a bad attitude most of the time. thats really hard for me to understand, but the truth really does hurt. i guess sometimes i get so frustrated with people when they dont understand things the same way or when they say things that i take the wrong way (which happens a lot!). I can actually say though that i have been a nicer person lately. I'm trying my hardest.
AND my new room is done, except for the new floors which i am waiting on in a month.