Game over. Try again?
well.
i dont know where to begin.
i got yelled at today by my mother, again. I will never be good enough for her, will i? i will always make mistakes. i will always fuck things up. I will ruin my life, and then she will laugh in my face and say, "I told you so." It's a cycle. This whole life. Ups, downs. it's everywhere. joey and brad are right in a sense. kati doesnt deserve to be treated like that, and neither do i. i need to stick up for myself more, but it seems that whenever i do, i just get into more trouble and get pushed farther back. thats where respect comes in. I cant just tell her to shut up. i cant control anything. i feel like a puppet. i dont know where i belong. i feel left out of everything and from everyone.
i dont know where to begin.
i got yelled at today by my mother, again. I will never be good enough for her, will i? i will always make mistakes. i will always fuck things up. I will ruin my life, and then she will laugh in my face and say, "I told you so." It's a cycle. This whole life. Ups, downs. it's everywhere. joey and brad are right in a sense. kati doesnt deserve to be treated like that, and neither do i. i need to stick up for myself more, but it seems that whenever i do, i just get into more trouble and get pushed farther back. thats where respect comes in. I cant just tell her to shut up. i cant control anything. i feel like a puppet. i dont know where i belong. i feel left out of everything and from everyone.