Jan 28, 2005 02:43
I hate that I always feel like I'm the one slipping up,
that I always have something to say sorry for.
it hurts/sucks cause I know that if I'm being an idiot about something, usually I ahve a reason and I NEVER am the kind of person who says sorry FIRST about anything, and here I am doing it all the time.
I wish we could work things out all the time without it ending in a fight or it ending with you mad at me and me feeling crappy about it, even if the situation we're fighting about is me..not liking something YOU did.
I just never imagined us like this ever, in my mind this isn't the way we were supposed to be, cause I know we get along way too well to be stressing about stupid shit like this so often.
Time is supposed to always let things fall in place the way they should but that's not good enough.
I know I care about you alot, more than you or anyone else knows/expects and I'm just not willing to sit here and endure hostility where it concerns you and me. parc'qu'on est bien trops fameux ensemble.
♥♥♥♥♥♥