point of view...
let's start from a few weeks back:
basically, to sum up a gap of time...
it snowed, i trekked, i sledded, i slept.
had a week off of school because of midterms plus one snow day.
got sick. sore throat. ear infection. the works.
today was the first day back with a new class schedule.
all of it was basically the same except government, a new studyhall, and the switch from journalism to cinema.
anyways, back to this...big venty version of livejournal...
things i hate:
-being insulted.
-made to be felt dumb.
-being left out.
to begin the list. lately i've been thinking that these things happen to me more often then i've noticed. i really don't care, usually, but sometimes it's just annoying when you think about it.
i really thought for a while that i didn't have the ability to hate somebody and maybe i don't and what i think is hate is actually something else is disguise. such as frustration, anger, or just plain annoyance. who's to say? no one but me.
good things in life aren't so good when they're accented by bad ones. i think everyone can agree on that. however, do you take the good times that clearly out weigh the bad and just forget about it? or do you try to get rid of it, to make that good even more..uhm..gooder?
i think that would be selfish but if it makes you happier, then you're happier and that's better than being more sad. clearly.
i'm trying to be vague hear with the thought that saying somethings blunt would hurt people's feelings or just start things that i have no intention of starting, yet. how devious did that sound.
i think i should write a book. a book that would be on the New York Times Bestseller list, even though that isn't a feat considering every book is always on the New York Times Bestseller list.
anyways, back to what i was saying...
i guess everyone has to deal at some point with the problems they think they have. and i guess mine is, unavoidable, so the choice is to deal and be the same as always, stand up and say something knowing that it could cause something worse, or just end it all together. DAVID HOW VAGUE ARE YOU!
i should teach philosophy.
why not?
the more i think about things. the more i convince myself that i am right. but i think nearly everyone has that ability so it isn't something to brag about.
i know one thing is for sure though, i have something great in my life right now and it feels good.
i can't take when people say different things to different people when those different people are clearly going to converse at some point about that original thing. confusing. yes.
maybe that's my problem, communication. no. i may talk fast but my thoughts are coherent and clear no matter how many times i have to repeat them for the slow listening ears of the world.
wow. mr.mcmullan should give me extra credit for my use of voice in this piece.
anyways, i feel that i'm talking wierd, well, typing wierd but i guess if it's getting something across, then why not.
and i know it all sounds dramatic and teenage angst-esque. but really, i was never a dramatic one, i don't think, well to an extent. but there is always that someone egging you on or causing something and it's annoying.
don't accuse me for something you're guilty of.
don't tell me what to do.
don't shut me out.
don't think you're better than me.
cause that's just ridiculous and i'm going to stop caring.
LORD HOW DRAMATIC AM I TONIGHT!!!
scene.
actually, not yet.
excuses, excuses, excuses.
it's clear what the truth is.
so why make up an excuse? especially when everyone knows that everyone knows the truth.
i think i'm done for now.
be prepared livejournal.
i'm coming back strong.
basically, to sum up a gap of time...
it snowed, i trekked, i sledded, i slept.
had a week off of school because of midterms plus one snow day.
got sick. sore throat. ear infection. the works.
today was the first day back with a new class schedule.
all of it was basically the same except government, a new studyhall, and the switch from journalism to cinema.
anyways, back to this...big venty version of livejournal...
things i hate:
-being insulted.
-made to be felt dumb.
-being left out.
to begin the list. lately i've been thinking that these things happen to me more often then i've noticed. i really don't care, usually, but sometimes it's just annoying when you think about it.
i really thought for a while that i didn't have the ability to hate somebody and maybe i don't and what i think is hate is actually something else is disguise. such as frustration, anger, or just plain annoyance. who's to say? no one but me.
good things in life aren't so good when they're accented by bad ones. i think everyone can agree on that. however, do you take the good times that clearly out weigh the bad and just forget about it? or do you try to get rid of it, to make that good even more..uhm..gooder?
i think that would be selfish but if it makes you happier, then you're happier and that's better than being more sad. clearly.
i'm trying to be vague hear with the thought that saying somethings blunt would hurt people's feelings or just start things that i have no intention of starting, yet. how devious did that sound.
i think i should write a book. a book that would be on the New York Times Bestseller list, even though that isn't a feat considering every book is always on the New York Times Bestseller list.
anyways, back to what i was saying...
i guess everyone has to deal at some point with the problems they think they have. and i guess mine is, unavoidable, so the choice is to deal and be the same as always, stand up and say something knowing that it could cause something worse, or just end it all together. DAVID HOW VAGUE ARE YOU!
i should teach philosophy.
why not?
the more i think about things. the more i convince myself that i am right. but i think nearly everyone has that ability so it isn't something to brag about.
i know one thing is for sure though, i have something great in my life right now and it feels good.
i can't take when people say different things to different people when those different people are clearly going to converse at some point about that original thing. confusing. yes.
maybe that's my problem, communication. no. i may talk fast but my thoughts are coherent and clear no matter how many times i have to repeat them for the slow listening ears of the world.
wow. mr.mcmullan should give me extra credit for my use of voice in this piece.
anyways, i feel that i'm talking wierd, well, typing wierd but i guess if it's getting something across, then why not.
and i know it all sounds dramatic and teenage angst-esque. but really, i was never a dramatic one, i don't think, well to an extent. but there is always that someone egging you on or causing something and it's annoying.
don't accuse me for something you're guilty of.
don't tell me what to do.
don't shut me out.
don't think you're better than me.
cause that's just ridiculous and i'm going to stop caring.
LORD HOW DRAMATIC AM I TONIGHT!!!
scene.
actually, not yet.
excuses, excuses, excuses.
it's clear what the truth is.
so why make up an excuse? especially when everyone knows that everyone knows the truth.
i think i'm done for now.
be prepared livejournal.
i'm coming back strong.