Aug 14, 2004 11:09
It was bound to happen. It hurts unlike anything that's ever hurt me before, but it was the inevitable. Especially after the whole Pam/Dana thing. I'm sorry that I jumped to conclusions last night, but I'm not sorry for feeling the way that I do. I can't go on like this, hearing from you whenever you feel like calling...that's not a relationship, at least not in my book. We're not over, but I wouldn't rule it out, at least not yet. No, I don't think that you were cheating on me or ever would, but I just didn't like the situation last night, not one bit. Please call me and let me know what's going on or going through your head. I know your friend was going through a rough time, but so am I, and it hurts that you would make time to listen to her and not me...
Wow, he's never going to read this, so this was a waste of time, but at least it's somewhat off my chest.