summer tme and the livin is easy
Things have been wierd latly but ok. stressed... nah. My job is wonderful. I might get pushed up from seasonal to fulltime/permennt. but i only have a little doubt. I slepted 12 hours last night and it felt really good. There is something about music that keeps me going. I think it is all the many different frequencys at once that gets sent into my ears and straight to my brain.
Christmas is comming, and it doesnt feel that way. I now know what the future is going to be like.. kinda crazy yet .. good. Anything that comes my way i can defeat and be good. Christmas is all about family getting togather, giving and recieving, putting all the disputes behind you.. but my sister is going to Washington to her boyfriend.. another long distance relationship. She met Sean on City of Heros, an online MMORPG. or MMPORPG oneo f those i forgot. But none the less she has found someone far away, someone she has spent time in erson with a few times, there and here, ive met him and hes a good guy. he spoils her and thats what she needs. She is very high matinece like me yet, like me, we are fine being alone because we have been alone so many times we are used to it. he buys her expencive cloths from famous lable brands. which she needs. she barily makes enough money to get her buy, with a little food money left over.
i make pinner money. I only really work weekends and one day a week... 3 days a week. But its nice. Time off is good. but I need toget used to full time. It will happen. I can go off on what has happend in my job at the mall but in a short story, a girl is getting fired and that leaves me.. I have been doing GREAT at my job, I catched 2 shop lifters in 2 days. My boss Justine tells people she got a shoplifter, and most people would be like no you didnt i did. but i dont care. I know that i found an empty hanger in her stall in the fitting room, and confronted her, justine just asked to see her bag but she ran out the door instead. crazy days. so i got 2 good write ups in 2 days. they will like that. Ive been louder too. i have a quite voice so to make myself loud i think of it as an acting job. put on a game face. I help costumers more than my coworkers do. and i belive i am the nicest. I dont let my job or things out side of work get to me. I am there to be wonderful, cheery and nice. when i hear my coworkers bitch about some bitch at their school... i shut it out and think of what cloths i need to arrange next, or which costumer i need to tell about our 50% off sale.
I love being a sales assotiate. LOVE IT! i want to work at a bigger place like, gottsocks(:P) or JCPennys. Or maybe someday work in the city at some high end lable. I love retail. I found something i could do. but i think to my self is it a job i want to be in for a long time? probrably not. It is rediculessly easy right now, but if i move my way up through the ranks there comes more respocibility. Can i do those things? i am sure i could but it would have to take me a long while to get used to it. I know that I have an idea of what i want to be long term in my life. A vetrinarian. Helping the ones i love the most, animals. I know there is blood and guts and death but I get used to all that. I already have. It used to be that when i would see an animal on the road, dead, i would freak out and want to cry but now its different. where one animal is dead, there are 100's being born around the world. humans die too. When we die we either go to a better place or shut down and we are nevermore.
anyways. im starving...
hello?
Christmas is comming, and it doesnt feel that way. I now know what the future is going to be like.. kinda crazy yet .. good. Anything that comes my way i can defeat and be good. Christmas is all about family getting togather, giving and recieving, putting all the disputes behind you.. but my sister is going to Washington to her boyfriend.. another long distance relationship. She met Sean on City of Heros, an online MMORPG. or MMPORPG oneo f those i forgot. But none the less she has found someone far away, someone she has spent time in erson with a few times, there and here, ive met him and hes a good guy. he spoils her and thats what she needs. She is very high matinece like me yet, like me, we are fine being alone because we have been alone so many times we are used to it. he buys her expencive cloths from famous lable brands. which she needs. she barily makes enough money to get her buy, with a little food money left over.
i make pinner money. I only really work weekends and one day a week... 3 days a week. But its nice. Time off is good. but I need toget used to full time. It will happen. I can go off on what has happend in my job at the mall but in a short story, a girl is getting fired and that leaves me.. I have been doing GREAT at my job, I catched 2 shop lifters in 2 days. My boss Justine tells people she got a shoplifter, and most people would be like no you didnt i did. but i dont care. I know that i found an empty hanger in her stall in the fitting room, and confronted her, justine just asked to see her bag but she ran out the door instead. crazy days. so i got 2 good write ups in 2 days. they will like that. Ive been louder too. i have a quite voice so to make myself loud i think of it as an acting job. put on a game face. I help costumers more than my coworkers do. and i belive i am the nicest. I dont let my job or things out side of work get to me. I am there to be wonderful, cheery and nice. when i hear my coworkers bitch about some bitch at their school... i shut it out and think of what cloths i need to arrange next, or which costumer i need to tell about our 50% off sale.
I love being a sales assotiate. LOVE IT! i want to work at a bigger place like, gottsocks(:P) or JCPennys. Or maybe someday work in the city at some high end lable. I love retail. I found something i could do. but i think to my self is it a job i want to be in for a long time? probrably not. It is rediculessly easy right now, but if i move my way up through the ranks there comes more respocibility. Can i do those things? i am sure i could but it would have to take me a long while to get used to it. I know that I have an idea of what i want to be long term in my life. A vetrinarian. Helping the ones i love the most, animals. I know there is blood and guts and death but I get used to all that. I already have. It used to be that when i would see an animal on the road, dead, i would freak out and want to cry but now its different. where one animal is dead, there are 100's being born around the world. humans die too. When we die we either go to a better place or shut down and we are nevermore.
anyways. im starving...
hello?