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[onandoff]

I feel very alarmed. I could have done without that whole future planning reality check episode. I stayed away from relationships for very specific reasons, the biggest being that I can't stand hurting other people. This time I told myself that that is just what relationships are, opening yourself up for something great; the alternative of that

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[cherrysmoke]

I wish it were simple for her too.

If anything, i think SHE is the one who needs a reality check ... she needs to separate YOU from her last relationship.

She shouldn't expect you to know these answers just yet, she should just want to be the woman who makes you realize that part of yourself...

[cherrysmoke]

and i say 'realize' because i've always thought you'd make a fucking awesome father .... YEARS FROM NOW ! (in my opinion anyway)

[onandoff]

Haha, thanks for that. I've actually heard that from a few different people and it's comforting, but scary at the same time.

I appreciate that you are helping me on this. On my issues. I feel like it's silly to gripe, bicker, gossip, or brag to other people because to me, Leah is basically my world, but to other people, Leah is just another common girlfriend. Thanks for treating my problems and concerns as if they were important!

And how does it feel to be 23??

[cherrysmoke]

we all feel what you're feeling at some point or another with some human being...so you're not alone.

Also, 23 is so much better than 22... but i think it's because it was the end of my transitional phase and the beginning of... well... we'll see... hahaha

every day just keeps getting BETTER AND BETTER

just think about how much we're going to know when we're 30 ! hahaha, fuck...

Also, i LOVE the support we have for eachother on livejournal... and i'm so thankful we've allowed livejournal to always be a part of our reality.