I don't even know what to think any more. I get back from camping and Leah is obviously in one of her moods again and would sooner die than talk about it
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Well, that's what I'm worried about: I'm NOT worried. I'm not worried about kids at this time in my life, and she is. So basically I'm worried that if I don't eventually see us going in the same direction, maybe we should quit it now before we get too close and I end up hurting her feelings..
Which makes me ask the question: DO I see myself going in that direction? And it's impossible to know. Which then begs the question, should I allow for us to break up because of uncertainty of the future?
It's really her that's presenting the problem (obviously), because she's basically stating as an absolute that she wants kids; she's made up her mind. Most of us find the person we want to be with for the rest of our lives and then make decisions like that as we go. But because she's already a set criteria for her future and for her romantic life, it is now me that has to do the worrying..
"Am I right for this girl?"
Which sucks, because I love the hell out of her and want to make her happy. I guess I just wish it were that simple for her.
Which makes me ask the question: DO I see myself going in that direction? And it's impossible to know. Which then begs the question, should I allow for us to break up because of uncertainty of the future?
It's really her that's presenting the problem (obviously), because she's basically stating as an absolute that she wants kids; she's made up her mind. Most of us find the person we want to be with for the rest of our lives and then make decisions like that as we go. But because she's already a set criteria for her future and for her romantic life, it is now me that has to do the worrying..
"Am I right for this girl?"
Which sucks, because I love the hell out of her and want to make her happy. I guess I just wish it were that simple for her.
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