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[onaka]

i want to go home. i'm so so sad.

there's a fucking ambulance outside.
and i don't know where clark is.

and lizette heard me crying in the shower

and my mom doesn't want to see me till easter

but i want to go now she doesn't know how much i'm hurting.

i saw ron in the halway and i almost passed out.
i fucking hate this..
i want to sleep.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i want to find clark. but i don't want to fucking find him drunk somewhere fucking coked out
or fucking high. what the fuck!!!!!

i hate this. i hate this stupid entry. i hate this fuck fuck fuck.