not knowing what it is im suppose to do!!!!!!

[onabridge]

ok so today has been a pretty ok day i still need to find a date for x-mas ball :P im sad i never freakin get asked and i REALLY want to go with someone i know that i will have fun with and that will danc and what not cause going with someone who wont dance would be totally boring(at least for me a person who LOVES to dance)anyways yeah tooday was tie day i wore the cutest ties i had a red polka dot one around my waiste and a paisley one around my head like a head band...........i started out the day wearing my ducked tape one but it was hurting my neck pretty bad so i took it off during 2nd period......i need to get a hole of my boss and see when i am working i am suppose to call her in about 10 min...........im excited about work like i wanna work alot but i know that once i start and i do work alot im not going to want to but it will be worth it i mean i will be making money!!!..YAY......so yeah and im still working on my car.........like i said i had found that one but i still kinda wanna look around and see if i cant find somethign that i might like more and for less money too..........so yeah



and not that doesnt mean anything for sure yet rachel...ha ha ha i know what you are thinking!!!.....anyways yeah still pondering on my boy situation.....cause i wanna find the right guy i dont wanna go out with someone just to go out with them like just cause he likes me and i am interested in him or whatever.......and i have the feeling that i lead guys on but like i TOTALLY dont mean to and i think that that kinda makes me a bad person but not really if im not meaning to do it right!?!?!.....well anyways i think i am going to let you all go now but i will be sure and tell you what's going on later.....if anything even happens....ok PEACE