unhappiness.
Let's get to the point.
Matt is sick. He is ill.
And to make matters worse, I woke him up from a nap by calling him.
And to make matters worse-er, both Varsity and JV lost 1-0 to Portsmouth Abbey. JV had over 25 offensive corners. And we lost.
I was afraid Matt was going to tell me he had a girlfriend, or that he didn't like me anymore.
It still sucks a LOT that he's sick, not only because he doesn't need it in his life (he gets NO sleep and has so many responsibilities...and I think he really DID want to see me tomorow), but because seeing him tomorrow was the one thing that kept me going this week.
That, and seeing Ben Sullender, not in a creepy way, but just because he's a lot like Matt as a person and I think he's a good guy.
Anyway.....I have a buttload of work to be doing, and as I just told my mom on the phone, I should get it all done tonight so that I don't kill myself tomorrow. I drove by myself for the first time today. It was really.....really...liberating. And I want my own car so I can like fucking drive over to Matt's house and like sit in a chair by his bed while he sleeps. It's not creepy, shut the fuck up. I'm pretty screwed up right now.
Call me if you want to, or even better, get Matt over to my house and have him take naps in MY bed.
Later.
Matt is sick. He is ill.
And to make matters worse, I woke him up from a nap by calling him.
And to make matters worse-er, both Varsity and JV lost 1-0 to Portsmouth Abbey. JV had over 25 offensive corners. And we lost.
I was afraid Matt was going to tell me he had a girlfriend, or that he didn't like me anymore.
It still sucks a LOT that he's sick, not only because he doesn't need it in his life (he gets NO sleep and has so many responsibilities...and I think he really DID want to see me tomorow), but because seeing him tomorrow was the one thing that kept me going this week.
That, and seeing Ben Sullender, not in a creepy way, but just because he's a lot like Matt as a person and I think he's a good guy.
Anyway.....I have a buttload of work to be doing, and as I just told my mom on the phone, I should get it all done tonight so that I don't kill myself tomorrow. I drove by myself for the first time today. It was really.....really...liberating. And I want my own car so I can like fucking drive over to Matt's house and like sit in a chair by his bed while he sleeps. It's not creepy, shut the fuck up. I'm pretty screwed up right now.
Call me if you want to, or even better, get Matt over to my house and have him take naps in MY bed.
Later.