Locked but pretty hackable!

Apr 19, 2009 16:31

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Ahahahahahahaha.

No, it's not very funny. Really. End joy. Man.

I'm pretty happy right now. I've got my beautiful girl, I've got a nice place down in Hawaii, both my best friends, and I'm even going to school next year. Sure, Honolulu Community College ain't exactly Ivy League, but it works.

But things don't stay good. Man. People die. I mean, I know it was a long time ago, but when Tana died, I...

It would kill me if that happened to Cassie. I know she can take care of herself, but things happen! What if she's too slow and doesn't deflect a bullet? What if something happens and I can't protect her? I can't lose her. I love her.

And I'm just being stupid because I know, again, that she's just as capable as me and again, I'm being dumb. Stupid Kon. She's saved me as many times as I've saved her. She can hold her own. I know. But goddammit, what if she can't? I died. And they've told me what happened to my friends after that and... I don't want that to happen again. I don't want to have to try to deal with it. I don't want to know if I'd handle it well. I don't want my joy to end.

Then there was Young Justice. So long ago. Man, we were all happy back then. And then... well, Donna and Lilith. And we stopped. And the Teen Titans weren't the same.

Man, I miss Slobo. Never thought I'd ever say that. He may have been a crazy little bastich, but he was our friend.

I dunno. Things could be worse. We're all alive, and that's good. Superman isn't even ignoring me as much as he used to. Even if that means he's making me do this stupid therapy thing. And I'm happy most of the time. But it won't last. It never does.

And Bart finished off the last of my peanut butter. Why'd I think letting him live with me was a good idea?

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