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Can I take a moment to rant about a few things here? Will anyone care to voice there opinions?
First Issue: Complaining.
I am so sick and so tired of hearing people complain about the same shit over and over again. You know, some things you can't change, I get that, but most things you have control over or you have no control over your life. It's really all a matter of getting your fucking shit together and growing up. I guess its different in all situations.
I feel that relationships are different in a way. Take for example mine. Ken and I were not getting along very well for about a month and a half because we werent communicating with each other at all. We worked through it and now everything is great.
Getting back to the complaining thing. It just drives me nuts when people talk about how hard and stressful their lives are when they barely do anything. You know, if you work a part time brainless job for the summer, things are really all that bad. In fact, would you like to trade? If you are just going to school this summer and thats it, would you like to trade? I'd love to just focus on school for once.
It's sort of funny how I am complaining about complaining, HA. I'm sure it doesn't matter, if you've already read this far.
Second Issue: Friendships.
So, there are several friends that I've lost touch with, some on purpose some by mistake. For the ones that are on purpose, my reasons were probably that you were a shitty person that did shitty things. I've gotten to the point where I know who my friends are and who is just looking for something to do when others arent around and who is just looking for someone who will listen (cause I'm a damn good listener). If you think you are one of those people and would like me to go into further detail, if you care, go ahead and let me know.
The people I've lost touch with by mistake, its my bad. Things got really busy in my life really fast and I'm trying to hold everything together right now. I've got a decent amount of stuff on my plate. I owe you an apology.
Third Issue: Using.
I dont mean drugs. I mean people that I feel have used me or used my friends/family/whoever. I think its shitty and its wrong. Some people may not even realize they are doing it but they are just used to getting their way and being the center of attention that they feel like they can step on whoever they want to get what they need. Its shitty and thats why you are probably pissed off all the time; get a clue.
I am terribly sorry if anyone felt personally offended by this rant of mine. But if your concience is guilty, there's a good chance that its your own fault. I needed to get that shit off my chest...yeah...on my lj...HAHA. Great.
This week is already busy:
Monday: Work until 1, go to gym, set up next semester of classes, clean room, dinner with ken, track songs, sleep.
Tuesday: Work until 3, PT @ 430, dinner, track songs, meet up with Dave?
Weds: Work until 3, gym, practice?
Thurs: Work, Hang w. twins?
Fri: Work, Hang w. twins?
Sat-Mon: Montreal
Monday night: Bon Savants loft party.
Don't you love it when your entire week and then some is planned out on the first day of said week?
Peace,
L
First Issue: Complaining.
I am so sick and so tired of hearing people complain about the same shit over and over again. You know, some things you can't change, I get that, but most things you have control over or you have no control over your life. It's really all a matter of getting your fucking shit together and growing up. I guess its different in all situations.
I feel that relationships are different in a way. Take for example mine. Ken and I were not getting along very well for about a month and a half because we werent communicating with each other at all. We worked through it and now everything is great.
Getting back to the complaining thing. It just drives me nuts when people talk about how hard and stressful their lives are when they barely do anything. You know, if you work a part time brainless job for the summer, things are really all that bad. In fact, would you like to trade? If you are just going to school this summer and thats it, would you like to trade? I'd love to just focus on school for once.
It's sort of funny how I am complaining about complaining, HA. I'm sure it doesn't matter, if you've already read this far.
Second Issue: Friendships.
So, there are several friends that I've lost touch with, some on purpose some by mistake. For the ones that are on purpose, my reasons were probably that you were a shitty person that did shitty things. I've gotten to the point where I know who my friends are and who is just looking for something to do when others arent around and who is just looking for someone who will listen (cause I'm a damn good listener). If you think you are one of those people and would like me to go into further detail, if you care, go ahead and let me know.
The people I've lost touch with by mistake, its my bad. Things got really busy in my life really fast and I'm trying to hold everything together right now. I've got a decent amount of stuff on my plate. I owe you an apology.
Third Issue: Using.
I dont mean drugs. I mean people that I feel have used me or used my friends/family/whoever. I think its shitty and its wrong. Some people may not even realize they are doing it but they are just used to getting their way and being the center of attention that they feel like they can step on whoever they want to get what they need. Its shitty and thats why you are probably pissed off all the time; get a clue.
I am terribly sorry if anyone felt personally offended by this rant of mine. But if your concience is guilty, there's a good chance that its your own fault. I needed to get that shit off my chest...yeah...on my lj...HAHA. Great.
This week is already busy:
Monday: Work until 1, go to gym, set up next semester of classes, clean room, dinner with ken, track songs, sleep.
Tuesday: Work until 3, PT @ 430, dinner, track songs, meet up with Dave?
Weds: Work until 3, gym, practice?
Thurs: Work, Hang w. twins?
Fri: Work, Hang w. twins?
Sat-Mon: Montreal
Monday night: Bon Savants loft party.
Don't you love it when your entire week and then some is planned out on the first day of said week?
Peace,
L