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I feel like tonight, my mind is made up. I don't want to be pregnant. But even in writing that out, I am aware of the tiny life inside me. I hate this. How do I make a choice between two options that likely have the same outcome? How do I decide to terminate before she even gets a chance? Or how do I choose to continue knowing that every day could very likely be her last? How? I can't. And if natures takes the choice from me, I guarantee I'll make sure I do it right.