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Jul 17, 2012 04:59

Maybe?

No. I can't.

[plot] lost lucie, [plot] after judgement, [post] fic: misc., [fic] person: first, [with] baby krycek

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centerishome July 17 2012, 17:06:35 UTC

You aren't alone. That means something, you know? Alex is a little ragey and on a good day, he's still only got one arm but he loves you more than anything in the world. Whatever you need/want/choose etc to do, he's gonna be next to you, doing it too. If you can both do it a little bit, together you can do it a lot. That sounded kind of idiotic but it's still a thing. It's still true.

I'm not going to say anything else for obvious reasons. I really just wanted to let you know that I've been keeping the rumblings at bay. One less thing for you to think about. And I've gotten the repair orders out for Agent McGee. He asked me to pass that on also.

on_jennys_terms July 18 2012, 18:48:47 UTC

You left out the part where you tell me you love me still.

centerishome July 18 2012, 20:18:10 UTC

I care about you. I'm not in love with you.

on_jennys_terms July 18 2012, 20:38:37 UTC

Bullshit. I think the last time you said it was only a month ago.

centerishome July 18 2012, 20:52:58 UTC

I said I loved you, I didn't say I was in love with you.

Why are you rehashing this? Does it help in some way?

on_jennys_terms July 18 2012, 21:15:04 UTC

You don't tell an ex you love her. It only means one thing.

centerishome July 18 2012, 21:27:55 UTC

Yeah, that she tried to kill herself and you feel like you're drowning in failure because you can't help her no matter how much you want to.

Can we stop this? Your husband loves you. I have a pretty good thing going with someone too. I'm happy. I thought you were happy. I just want to be your friend.

on_jennys_terms July 18 2012, 22:01:28 UTC

What part of "I tried to kill myself" says happy to you?

centerishome July 19 2012, 03:20:48 UTC

The part where you fell in love and got married.

on_jennys_terms July 19 2012, 03:45:33 UTC

They didn't happen in the same weekend.

centerishome July 19 2012, 04:12:34 UTC

No, but they've happened. I'm saying that right now, I thought you were happy. I'm happy. I'm in a good place mostly. I thought we were at a place where I could be supportive without you interpreting it as something negative. If we're not, then... alright.

on_jennys_terms July 19 2012, 04:24:53 UTC

You really thought I was happy? How dumb are you?

centerishome July 19 2012, 04:30:24 UTC

I'll rephrase. I thought Alex made you happy.

on_jennys_terms July 19 2012, 04:44:53 UTC

You're clueless.

centerishome July 19 2012, 04:47:53 UTC

Not quite. I'm treading lightly. Enlighten me.

on_jennys_terms July 19 2012, 05:11:52 UTC

Happy and suicide do not go together.

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