i'm wide awake? - katy perry style
I admit. I have regrets now that I have semi-woken up, away from my long, unfulfilled dreams of marrying kii. My regrets consist of mainly 2 things: my career choices and, the life and love opportunities I have missed. I used to say I shouldn’t regret what I have done as those are the choices I have made at the point in time. however, this became as an excuse to throw my life away. I kid you not. It’s as if I love to doom myself instead of pushing myself to do and be good and be successful. I think of this qoute before I even try. I am so full of consequences that I did not live at all. It has become such a burden; a futuristic, empty burden.