motivation comes from within
a quick update. cos there was stuff going on which i didn't/haven't blogged about. and it's JULY already? yikes!
just finished deleting my tweets back from May 2012 which got posted here. didn't realised it got posted until a few days back. it messed up my LJ look! ok, fine, my LJ is not fancy but i like the clean look. i thought by activating the twitter option, there would be another box just for twitter. however, it wasn't like that at all. so i have unticked said box, and thus separate twitter updates from LJ. better, much better. i decided to keep the below tweet just because it's worth a place here.
yes, i am aware, i haven't been updating on LJ. it wasn't really intentional. i've just been caught up. with what you say? with apps on my iphone! instagram, twitter, games. it's an evil device iphone is. LOL. well, devices are just as good as it owners. so there.
funny, cos when i was working i managed to update here and there on LJ because of super easy access to computer. working in an office environment, every morning is - reach office, sit down, turn on computer. so easy, access. but as i am not working now, my morning routine, or daily routine, doesn't involve turning on the computer. most times that was intentional and i'm totally ok with it. so many other things to do like lying down on my trusted bed. yes, i have no complains at all or missing working life.
the only thing i'm badly missing is earning money! =( and the passion to do what i want to do. i have no idea what i want to do. i have a lot of ideas but i don't know about it, i don't feel it. i thought doing events is the ult but my working experience in my previous employment has somehow diminished what i want to do/ my passion. i want to be passionate again. i'm thinking of writing, or in the line of fashion? i don't know. seems like what i have in mind is not practical. i don't know. i still want to do events but i just don't see it coming together with what i have in mind.
(ps: i have applied for jobs in the government sector a lot of times. and they probably do not want me as i would want them. thus i have accepted it and shall just pursue interests sans the goverment sector. no big)
i need to see what i want to do. yes, i need to be passionate again. i told flora that i'm no longer passionate about what i want to do. and that's a super scary thing to realise.
i need help. i need to know what i can do, what i can give, what i can be passionate about again. pls God, show me the light.
just finished deleting my tweets back from May 2012 which got posted here. didn't realised it got posted until a few days back. it messed up my LJ look! ok, fine, my LJ is not fancy but i like the clean look. i thought by activating the twitter option, there would be another box just for twitter. however, it wasn't like that at all. so i have unticked said box, and thus separate twitter updates from LJ. better, much better. i decided to keep the below tweet just because it's worth a place here.
yes, i am aware, i haven't been updating on LJ. it wasn't really intentional. i've just been caught up. with what you say? with apps on my iphone! instagram, twitter, games. it's an evil device iphone is. LOL. well, devices are just as good as it owners. so there.
funny, cos when i was working i managed to update here and there on LJ because of super easy access to computer. working in an office environment, every morning is - reach office, sit down, turn on computer. so easy, access. but as i am not working now, my morning routine, or daily routine, doesn't involve turning on the computer. most times that was intentional and i'm totally ok with it. so many other things to do like lying down on my trusted bed. yes, i have no complains at all or missing working life.
the only thing i'm badly missing is earning money! =( and the passion to do what i want to do. i have no idea what i want to do. i have a lot of ideas but i don't know about it, i don't feel it. i thought doing events is the ult but my working experience in my previous employment has somehow diminished what i want to do/ my passion. i want to be passionate again. i'm thinking of writing, or in the line of fashion? i don't know. seems like what i have in mind is not practical. i don't know. i still want to do events but i just don't see it coming together with what i have in mind.
(ps: i have applied for jobs in the government sector a lot of times. and they probably do not want me as i would want them. thus i have accepted it and shall just pursue interests sans the goverment sector. no big)
i need to see what i want to do. yes, i need to be passionate again. i told flora that i'm no longer passionate about what i want to do. and that's a super scary thing to realise.
i need help. i need to know what i can do, what i can give, what i can be passionate about again. pls God, show me the light.