i feel a fool.
ahhhhh 13 days until my birthday. who's excited to be 21? i am.
so uhm. justin. i've talked about him a bit. fucking gorgeous puerto rican. all he wants is one thing from me. well, it's just ridiculous how when he looks at me, he smiles and his eyes sparkle. i probably see what i wanna see. all the girls at work think i have bad taste. lol.
last night, we were talking by the cigarette machine and we were actually holding a conversation. some big ass bitch that was watching us at a table like 4 feet away goes, "justin! come here" "whats up?" "just come here!" so he told me, "hold on..i'll be right back." so i saw him say, "whats up?" "oh nothing." BITCH! you fucking cock blocker. he dont want you. he wants me. and we're gonna be together, he just doesnt know it yet. lmao.
i dont know. it sucks that i'm so fucking lonely, justin works at some plant thing here in town. which means he's not going to school. i need someone with an education cuz you really dont have shit without a college degree. sure, you might make as much as someone with a degree but look how hard you have to work. i'd love to say "he's the one", but really..no one is..no one is worth my time, effort, and heartache. and the one that will be, will show he wants to be with me. i'm about to be 21 and this is really the time of my life from here on out.
so uhm. justin. i've talked about him a bit. fucking gorgeous puerto rican. all he wants is one thing from me. well, it's just ridiculous how when he looks at me, he smiles and his eyes sparkle. i probably see what i wanna see. all the girls at work think i have bad taste. lol.
last night, we were talking by the cigarette machine and we were actually holding a conversation. some big ass bitch that was watching us at a table like 4 feet away goes, "justin! come here" "whats up?" "just come here!" so he told me, "hold on..i'll be right back." so i saw him say, "whats up?" "oh nothing." BITCH! you fucking cock blocker. he dont want you. he wants me. and we're gonna be together, he just doesnt know it yet. lmao.
i dont know. it sucks that i'm so fucking lonely, justin works at some plant thing here in town. which means he's not going to school. i need someone with an education cuz you really dont have shit without a college degree. sure, you might make as much as someone with a degree but look how hard you have to work. i'd love to say "he's the one", but really..no one is..no one is worth my time, effort, and heartache. and the one that will be, will show he wants to be with me. i'm about to be 21 and this is really the time of my life from here on out.