bordem is killer # 1.
so.. Dr. Ryan needs to discuss some of his nerotic behaviors.
i'm hoping some of my esteemed colleagues can lend a hand of experience here.
as of late... i have extreme "stair-anxiety". i know, i know... ridiculous.
but im not creating this out of imagination.
when im walking down stairways, especially if i can see through the sides of them and to the bottom....
i start to experience extreme anxiety. dizzy. light-headed. scared. short-breaths. etc.
it is so embarassing. one time i went down the stairs on my ass like a fucking child.
also... i have real issues with haveing "time off". I constantly put in for extra hours at work and even
pray for homework. i HATE haveing nothing to do. i can't just sit and be. i cant just sit and watch tv or a
movie or read. i have to be cleaning or driving or writing a paper etc. and that is where negative aspects
also come into play... i.e. drugs and alcohol.
it is as if i cannot live in my head ever.
im going mentally crazy.
i'm hoping some of my esteemed colleagues can lend a hand of experience here.
as of late... i have extreme "stair-anxiety". i know, i know... ridiculous.
but im not creating this out of imagination.
when im walking down stairways, especially if i can see through the sides of them and to the bottom....
i start to experience extreme anxiety. dizzy. light-headed. scared. short-breaths. etc.
it is so embarassing. one time i went down the stairs on my ass like a fucking child.
also... i have real issues with haveing "time off". I constantly put in for extra hours at work and even
pray for homework. i HATE haveing nothing to do. i can't just sit and be. i cant just sit and watch tv or a
movie or read. i have to be cleaning or driving or writing a paper etc. and that is where negative aspects
also come into play... i.e. drugs and alcohol.
it is as if i cannot live in my head ever.
im going mentally crazy.