Sep 14, 2016 06:40
When it comes to certain adult responsibilities I don't have any problems with it. Paying bills, forms to fill out, etc but it seems when it comes to legal things I froze? I forgot but now I think I may just pay the fine instead of taking my chances. I know I'd have to pay 200 dollars. Maybe there's not a line when I get there though I know there probably will be. I have waited in line for things so I can pay, etc. Maybe I have this confrontation anxiety that comes with something I dunno. I just don't want to be a truant aka with a warrant haha that strikes fear in my conscientiousness. My professor would agree with me but at the same time he would just shake his head because we discussed this before. It's a thing I need to work on.
Maybe this experience is telling me that I need to get a job -- I am growing but also too slow, too stagnant. I need to be out there doing what it was I was meant to do.