Aug 07, 2006 15:31
This summer has been hectic and a little depressing. First, I was going back to FSC, then I wasn't. We couldn't afford it and I had somehow managed to convince myself that I didn't want to be there, I didn't really miss all my friends. Then, my mom worked it out. I'm going back and I was insanely happy. I hadn't realized how depressed I was at the idea of being forced to stay here in Rhode Island, I wouldn't let myself. So school starts up in a few weeks. Move in is on August 22, and I can't wait. I miss my roomie, my friends, and Gregface.
I'm taking care of a baby chick. Here at the store, we got an order of 55 in, and one of them has two broken legs and the other chicks peck it and walk all over it. It can't walk to the food or water. It needs to use it's wings to even move and it's really sad. So since the store is closed on Sunday's and I didn't want it to die, I brought it home Saturday afternoon. I had to wake up every few hours to make sure it drank and ate, but other then that it hasn't been so bad. We named the baby chick Dinner. Hehe, it's appropriate, considering it's a meat bird. I still can't believe people buy chickens, raise them and then send them to the butchers for dinner. Don't they get attached?
So I finally found out why Joel isn't friends with me anymore. It has something to do with my being immature. Funny thing is that it came out of nowhere, at least for me. I thought it was just because of the big fight we had last summer, but it's been a long time coming. So much for not holding grudges, I suppose. I knew we had our problems, but I completely got over it and thought we were still at least KIND of friends. I was wrong, and it hurts, but oh well. I'll have to get over it.
I miss Shawn and Derek. Even though Derek is officially back in RI, I doubt I'll be able to see him before summer is over. I hope I'm wrong.
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