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[on__thestairs]

i havent had this feeling in a long ass time. i thought i was over it.
its that uneasy feeling in my stomach.
where i realize i dont have control.....
and i freak out.
and now everytime i eat i feel sick.
i feel soooooo guilty.
im glad i left work before i ate that cake.

nothing is normal anymore.
everythings out of whack.
i just have to breathe and have faith
that God is doing this to test me.
he wont make a mountain i cant climb.