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i forgot this existed.
my life has been a big ball of wackyness these past few months.
i wouldnt even know where to begin..
an older lady at work today gave me a box of chocolates. little things like that make my day...
i also get to dress up wed and be the stores valentine sweetheart hahaha. gay.
so yeah i was seeing chris there for awhile. kinda jumped into things after our past significant others ended things but i really thought i liked him... we had fun... smoked alot ... ate watched movies he came over and played games with my family... idk he was a cool kid...
until.
he started telling me who to hang out with, who i could talk to, got mad at me one night for saying 5 words to greg at the bar and slammed his head against the window time and time again, went through my phone, stalked my house.... OH BOY! what do iget myself into. its okay though because at this point i was realizing it was unfair for me to be with him because i still had feelings for greg.
it all hit me at the bar that night.. greg sang kereoke to picture by kid rock and sheryl crow.
hah.
lame.
anyway... so me and greg were hanging out forbiddenly and chris found out and freaked out and called greg about 34 times and thats when i ended it.
it was cute though during all the shit going on i texted greg one night and said i wish you would just say PICK ME! and he showed up at my house at 2 am and ive always wanted that kinda thing ahhahah.
i am moving out of my apartment. and into another apartment down the road.. in pawkatuck. im very excited. dont get me wrong, i like it here... its big and we have fun... im just lonely and not happy. i like the girls but im moving in with kellianne and i think i will have more fun with her. im excited... the room is very small so it will be weird but theres another spare room i can put my desk and stuff in... but this room is huge so its gonna be a culture shock. wow im a dork look at my choice of words. anyway... so thats towards the end of march.
help me move.
i live on the third floor and im moving into another third floor hahaha...
school is going better this semester. i blew it last semester. oh well.
i have a friend in every class so its kinda motivation i suppose.
work is... work. lame. i dunno not all that bad i guess. just nothing special.
tonight im goin out to dinner with dee. i miss her. i think when i started dating chris it really put a twist on my friendships... he kinda made me turn against my friends by using my insecurities... if that makes sense????/ ugh i just hate it. im glad i stood my ground !
my family is good. i miss them. i had surgery thursday and my mom spoiled me with good food and all that jazz. miss my sister mucho.
ummm what else..... going to church sunday nights. its nice i like it ... im starting to get a sense of things...
monday nights i go to gregs and watch 24 with him and his parents. i like spending time with them now... they seem more understanding and shit.
got a membership to the gym... play raquetball at least twice a week with greg... still suck but im getting better...
anyway i should be going. maybe ill write in this on a regular basis
my life has been a big ball of wackyness these past few months.
i wouldnt even know where to begin..
an older lady at work today gave me a box of chocolates. little things like that make my day...
i also get to dress up wed and be the stores valentine sweetheart hahaha. gay.
so yeah i was seeing chris there for awhile. kinda jumped into things after our past significant others ended things but i really thought i liked him... we had fun... smoked alot ... ate watched movies he came over and played games with my family... idk he was a cool kid...
until.
he started telling me who to hang out with, who i could talk to, got mad at me one night for saying 5 words to greg at the bar and slammed his head against the window time and time again, went through my phone, stalked my house.... OH BOY! what do iget myself into. its okay though because at this point i was realizing it was unfair for me to be with him because i still had feelings for greg.
it all hit me at the bar that night.. greg sang kereoke to picture by kid rock and sheryl crow.
hah.
lame.
anyway... so me and greg were hanging out forbiddenly and chris found out and freaked out and called greg about 34 times and thats when i ended it.
it was cute though during all the shit going on i texted greg one night and said i wish you would just say PICK ME! and he showed up at my house at 2 am and ive always wanted that kinda thing ahhahah.
i am moving out of my apartment. and into another apartment down the road.. in pawkatuck. im very excited. dont get me wrong, i like it here... its big and we have fun... im just lonely and not happy. i like the girls but im moving in with kellianne and i think i will have more fun with her. im excited... the room is very small so it will be weird but theres another spare room i can put my desk and stuff in... but this room is huge so its gonna be a culture shock. wow im a dork look at my choice of words. anyway... so thats towards the end of march.
help me move.
i live on the third floor and im moving into another third floor hahaha...
school is going better this semester. i blew it last semester. oh well.
i have a friend in every class so its kinda motivation i suppose.
work is... work. lame. i dunno not all that bad i guess. just nothing special.
tonight im goin out to dinner with dee. i miss her. i think when i started dating chris it really put a twist on my friendships... he kinda made me turn against my friends by using my insecurities... if that makes sense????/ ugh i just hate it. im glad i stood my ground !
my family is good. i miss them. i had surgery thursday and my mom spoiled me with good food and all that jazz. miss my sister mucho.
ummm what else..... going to church sunday nights. its nice i like it ... im starting to get a sense of things...
monday nights i go to gregs and watch 24 with him and his parents. i like spending time with them now... they seem more understanding and shit.
got a membership to the gym... play raquetball at least twice a week with greg... still suck but im getting better...
anyway i should be going. maybe ill write in this on a regular basis