YOU.
sorry. i'm trying not to spell it out.
i swear you drive me up the freaking wall. half the time i'm so sure of myself - and you - and the other half i'm hanging by a thread, not completely conviced or satisfied with anything.
nobody should have this sort of an affect on me. nobody nobody nobody.
i don't want you to. in a way. you just do. but there's nothing i can do about it.
even when you're not there - which you aren't, half the time - it's like it's all YOU, manipulating my emotions and screwing with my head..it's so confusing.
and i'm completely euphoric, don't get me wrong. i've never felt so strongly.
but ultimately i've never been more terrified in my life of what a somebody could do to me.
i swear you drive me up the freaking wall. half the time i'm so sure of myself - and you - and the other half i'm hanging by a thread, not completely conviced or satisfied with anything.
nobody should have this sort of an affect on me. nobody nobody nobody.
i don't want you to. in a way. you just do. but there's nothing i can do about it.
even when you're not there - which you aren't, half the time - it's like it's all YOU, manipulating my emotions and screwing with my head..it's so confusing.
and i'm completely euphoric, don't get me wrong. i've never felt so strongly.
but ultimately i've never been more terrified in my life of what a somebody could do to me.