May 13, 2008 17:29
If I were feeling creative
I would tell you an interesting story
It would take you on an imaginative journey
fun to follow and feel
But I'm feeling poopy
stuck in tight corners of my history
Needing some righteous spirituality
or just some physical exercising
I love my partner a lot
but I'm afraid of seeming to be something I'm not--
boring, empty-minded, stagnant
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!
I am a beautiful woman
I can draw and can run for a couple miles
I get trusted by children with my soft-eyed smiles
And I want to make children of my own..some day
So I've got to learn to feel at home
in myself
in some place
just in my body, my immediate space
Crap-toot sank on a boat