very early in the morning

May 17, 2005 05:02

my dad just got up for work and i am just getting ready for bed!
tomorrow christa and i are leaving for a while. i hope you all miss me
the most fun ive had so far this summer was with sarah karly and kristen at mike's b-day party. oh boxed wine. then i didnt go to sleep the whole night and i was hanging out with johnny eric and hector and then i went to church all tired and i looked like i was on cocaine the whole night. poor face of mine.

id like to say it is a big pet peeve of mine when someone tells you they will call and they dont

i need help. ive lost all common sense when it comes to getting guys. im back in 6th grade when i was going through puberty and had braces and glasses and really bad bangs and was embarrased. what happened to the very confident and not obsessed game player that i once was? i was in a serious relationship, thats what happened. i regret losing all my flirtatious powers. i need to be slapped. and i need alyssas help. i need her to hold my hand and tell me what to do. that would be fun for her
i was with janice tonight and we had a good time. we went to tim hortons yummy yum. and we smoked a lot of cigarettes. my lungs are pissed off at me.
so i keep having these weird dreams (close to nightmares) that im at camp and im in the lake and there is sooooooo much seaweed and its so tall and sticks out of the water and it wraps itself around my leg and eats me. two of my worst fears: drowning and seaweed! ahh worst dream ive had since patrick swayze molested me at the gym.
if its raining memorial day weekend we arent going camping and that would mean i could go to canada which would be great cause i saw karly the other night and i miss her and i miss alyssa and ive never missed a b-day of hers that i know of and i dont want to ever.
will someone please get married so i can wear my pretty dress! grrr
have a good night love y'all
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