can't blame you for that one babe . gaaaahhh .... I'm so bored T___T what to do what to do ? I hate the fact that all the drama in kpop happened in the span of a few months and now there's nothing interesting to read abt :(
I start on the 1st and then finish in abt 2 weeks . I'll probably be free-er on weekends like now , cause I tend to ignore school on saturdays and sundays but busy during the week so yeah . if you don't see me as often DO NOT PANIC .
yeah I could study to , but then again it's Saturday ...so ... school ? what is that ? I do not recall learning that word .
Well well well, when did that boy started smirking, eh? Niiiiiiiice.
"DO NOT PANIC". Don't worry, I have a towel!
Any exams you are a bit woried about? My biggest exam is over, so I'm pretty chill at the moment. I actually quite like the exam period, don't know why....
well there's the one I have to repeat in the second week of february and the final exam in french literature that I'm really scared about . the rest I'm not worried abt. I just hope I get a passing grade for the literature thing so I won't have to drag it into the second semester :[
I hate exam periods . I hate periods in general . meh, but enough abt exams !!!! let's talk
lol, I'm not attracted to Yunho. That GIF is just all sorts of epicness. I freaking love his expression and the fact that he is actually pointing at it which tells us that he obviously knows what he is doing to his fangirls. ... He is such a good leader.
Oh, What did you think of DBSK - break out then? And I can't stop playing F.Cuz - Jiggy. ~skeet skeet~
These picture make me very happy me.
Ever since I gave in to my Jinwoon noona feelings, life has been great.
He is making me feel like a total perv, but I love it!
ditto on the yuhno thing ... not much attraction , but he always seems to thrust his hips towards the audience . I like that in a man . still haven't listened to dbsk lol . *goes and looks for it right after she finishes watching this :*
every 2pm otp is a good otp .
God I can't wait for the 2am comeback ... get me some more of this :
the song that comes on when jinwoo and changmin are strutting their stuff is made of liquid sex . kinda reminds me of this :
also , speaking of dbsk, what is up with their stand by you (sweet room) version ? they have like 5 different clips of it and 4 of them are with japanese actors and models making out ! I would like to know who came up with that idea ... so I can send them flowers of course, especially for the hiroki narimiya one [ or whoever you spell his name].
and the full hiroki one
dbsk and sort of porn .... God bless the japanese !!!
watched the dbsk thing . glad to see them together . do not like the song . sorta like the mv . jaejoong's face looks nice and micky is hot [ I think ] what did you think?
I just read an article in today's news paper : out of all the faculties of our Uni , mine has the most exams [ 12 btw] which we have to take 2 times per semester . so in a year I have 48 exams . They even wrote up front that the reason for that is to make ppl get lower grades so more ppl will pay the taxes because they don't have enough money. I must say that I'm very VERY angry right now . it just feels hopeless you know ? I'm not one of those genius students that get only 10s for eveything . I'm not dumb either . I'm good with some things , but 48 exams plus projects plus other shit like that ... it's too much . No wonder I'm getting tons of 7s and 8s and failing a course . And the worst of it is that , although personally I don't give a shit abt grades, they do limit the possibility of me doing a masters in a foreign country .
This whole situations just ...... it makes me want to get a job as a cashier and just quit uni !!!! This whole country is going down and it's taking everyone along with it and it's not fair . I work hard . I've always been a very good and responsible student and I deserve better DAMN IT :[
I told my aunt abt it and she told me I should study harder . Like it matters. They don't give a shit about that ... all they want if for the students to pay more taxes . Sry I really needed to get it out of my system .
Why can;t everyone in the world get equally chances ? And then if you fail, you'll know that it's because of you, not because u were unlucky enough to be born in a stupid country .
Is everything 'okay' in Romania, I've read some stuff about problems with the elections, etc... But I honestly don't know much about the situation and the problems in your country.
If you ever need to hid/leave your country, I'll take care of ya. ^_^ I'll feed you, keep you healthy, let you follow some courses at my university, etc...
"They even wrote up front that the reason for that is to make ppl get lower grades so more ppl will pay the taxes because they don't have enough money. " damn....that really, really sucks and is fucking unfair. And 48 exams plus projects does sound freaking crazy :/
Try not to think about all of those things, just do your best and try to enjoy your university life. Of course, that is easier said then done. Sigh, just try to enjoy your time, don't worry too much over the future, don't give up believing in yourself...you know you are not stupid. Fuck them all, show them that you are the HBIC and that you can beat the 'system'.
and continue to fight, for your right, to paaaaaaaart-ay.
Honestly, I wish I was able to say some smart, helpfull things to you. There are appropriate words and expressions I know in Dutch, but that I don't know the correct translation of in english. And I don't wan't to use the "wrong" words or use words that don't really express what I am trying to say.
Just know that I feel bad for you and that I wish that I could somehow help you/make you feel better. :/ And please don't ever think that you are somehow 'bothering' me by telling me all of this. YOU can bother me anytime. In some weird way I have started to care about you, eventhough I have never met you, saw you or heard your voice.
You know, I've actually thought about moving to another country and just become a cashier or a waiteress and rent a small/cheap flat or something. Just get away from it all, start a new life, leave all of my 'luxury/comfort" behind. Abandon my old dreams, ambitions and hopes. etc...
Life really can suck sometimes. bleh. But you only live once, so try to say "fuck it, I am going to enjoy this shit".
Have you went to see that 'prof doctor' you once told me about?
I would also like to find the right words , but I'm sort of not good with that . I understand what you want to say exactly, because that's how I feel . it's weird to get worried abt someone or feel happy with someone when you haven't actually come face to face with them . [btw you did see me and told me I was cute , pic remember ... or have you completely blocked that out of your mind for fear of permanent damage lmao?? I kid , I kid ...]But I like it that I do . Because your comments ,even the silly ones make me feel a little bit better . It's like , there's more out there , beyond my personal bullshit, beyond my stupid country , beyond my school and you're proof of that .
I haven't watched the news either . I mean we still have the same president as before . There's still not enough money for everything and their cutting down on education and stuff like that . It's depressing and disgusting to think what this country has become tbh .
I thought about moving away too. It's just that I'd have to leave behind my aunt , who's practically raised me my whole life . At least out of respect, if not the love I have for her , I promised I'd stay here. So leaving is not really an option . But I've thought about it ... maybe when she's not around anymore I'll get fed up one day and just sell everything and move away or travel or smth . Idk , even if the possibility is scary , at the same time , without my aunt I would have anything else to lose . And as you said , you only live once ...
It's hard to ignore the shitty stuff that's happening with my uni . I feel frustrated that I can't get the good grades I got in school because it's way too much work . Like a friend from architecture or some from design have 3 or 4 exams .which totals to 6 or 8 a year . They don't even have midterms !!!!!
Do you mean the psychiatrist ? Yes I go ... idk , I tell her abt my problems she asks more questions I answer . So far it does help to have someone to talk to , but there's no real connection ther e. Like when I tell you things over the internet , even if I have no idea how you'll react, I feel that you care ... at least on some level . She's just doing her job , to listen . And the worst part is I keep asking her what can I do in this situation and she answers with a question lol . I think one day I'm just gonna start talking shit like inventing stuff lol . I think that at least would get me some laughs . Like pretend I'm a man traped in a woman's body and talk to her abt wanting a sex change . Or how every boy on the street looks asian to me or smth like that lol .
Long answer is long god damn it . We always have heart to heart conversations in someone else's random/for fun thread . I wonder if they read it and find unnecessary details about our lives ,then go :.................. wut ?
I still have those 2 pictures of you that you posted. I told you that I would treasure them forever. ^_^ I just meant 'not seen you in real life'.
Have you got any clue why is it your Faculty that is getting all/most of this bullshit?
I'm sorry that the psychiatrist isn't really connecting with you, but I if they had to do that with every patient they have... I think I wouldn't last a month doing that job. Plus, if she gets too emotionaly connected with you, she might not be able to what is the best way to help you. But yeah, it would be nice if she would at least show you that she cares and wants you to get better. :/
"Or how every boy on the street looks asian to me or smth like that lol . " Oh Dick, Start talking to her about Kpop. About the scarlet letters, that Jo Kwon is confusing you, about how you want 2PM to make an ALL NIGHT LONG mv, how you want to move to korea and sex random boys up, etc... I'm sure she would like talking about something like that, pretty sure that is stuff she has never heard before. Dick.
" I wonder if they read it and find unnecessary details about our lives ,then go :.................. wut ?" I always like to tell myself that they have disabled their notifications.
I'm fine , thank you ! xD
It's snowing here again and it's really really cold :( . How did your first week of exams go ?
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It has stopped snowing over here, thank God.
It's all melting now, I hope every trace of snow will be gone next monday when I go back to campus.
I got bored last night and made a shit load of 3-D glasses icons.
That way I can change icons, but people will still know it is me.
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gaaaahhh .... I'm so bored T___T
what to do what to do ? I hate the fact that all the drama in kpop happened in the span of a few months and now there's nothing interesting to read abt :(
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I guess I could study, but fuck that shit.
When will you be taking your exams and when will they end?
So that I know when I should leave you alone.
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yeah I could study to , but then again it's Saturday ...so ... school ? what is that ? I do not recall learning that word .
Also Taeyang is a smirker and a brow raiser:
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things are looking up !
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Niiiiiiiice.
"DO NOT PANIC".
Don't worry, I have a towel!
Any exams you are a bit woried about?
My biggest exam is over, so I'm pretty chill at the moment.
I actually quite like the exam period, don't know why....
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I hate exam periods . I hate periods in general .
meh, but enough abt exams !!!! let's talk
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That GIF is just all sorts of epicness.
I freaking love his expression and the fact that he is actually pointing at it which tells us that he obviously knows what he is doing to his fangirls.
...
He is such a good leader.
Oh, What did you think of DBSK - break out then?
And I can't stop playing F.Cuz - Jiggy.
~skeet skeet~
These picture make me very happy me.
Ever since I gave in to my Jinwoon noona feelings, life has been great.
He is making me feel like a total perv, but I love it!
Oh, did you see Magnae Rebellion with MBLAQ?
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*goes and looks for it right after she finishes watching this :*
every 2pm otp is a good otp .
God I can't wait for the 2am comeback ... get me some more of this :
the song that comes on when jinwoo and changmin are strutting their stuff is made of liquid sex . kinda reminds me of this :
also , speaking of dbsk, what is up with their stand by you (sweet room) version ? they have like 5 different clips of it and 4 of them are with japanese actors and models making out ! I would like to know who came up with that idea ... so I can send them flowers of course, especially for the hiroki narimiya one [ or whoever you spell his name].
and the full hiroki one
dbsk and sort of porn .... God bless the japanese !!!
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what did you think?
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-Hands feeling up JaeJoongs body, DO LIKE
-Junsu's voice seems to not really suit the song...?
T is not a bad song, but not "brilliant".
I am just happy to hear a new song from these guys.
I missed them. :/
...
I am suddenly having flashbacks to my early Kpop fandom years.
I was a total DBSK fangirl.
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I just read an article in today's news paper : out of all the faculties of our Uni , mine has the most exams [ 12 btw] which we have to take 2 times per semester . so in a year I have 48 exams . They even wrote up front that the reason for that is to make ppl get lower grades so more ppl will pay the taxes because they don't have enough money.
I must say that I'm very VERY angry right now . it just feels hopeless you know ? I'm not one of those genius students that get only 10s for eveything . I'm not dumb either . I'm good with some things , but 48 exams plus projects plus other shit like that ... it's too much . No wonder I'm getting tons of 7s and 8s and failing a course . And the worst of it is that , although personally I don't give a shit abt grades, they do limit the possibility of me doing a masters in a foreign country .
This whole situations just ...... it makes me want to get a job as a cashier and just quit uni !!!! This whole country is going down and it's taking everyone along with it and it's not fair . I work hard . I've always been a very good and responsible student and I deserve better DAMN IT :[
I told my aunt abt it and she told me I should study harder . Like it matters. They don't give a shit about that ... all they want if for the students to pay more taxes .
Sry I really needed to get it out of my system .
Why can;t everyone in the world get equally chances ? And then if you fail, you'll know that it's because of you, not because u were unlucky enough to be born in a stupid country .
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Is everything 'okay' in Romania, I've read some stuff about problems with the elections, etc... But I honestly don't know much about the situation and the problems in your country.
If you ever need to hid/leave your country, I'll take care of ya. ^_^
I'll feed you, keep you healthy, let you follow some courses at my university, etc...
"They even wrote up front that the reason for that is to make ppl get lower grades so more ppl will pay the taxes because they don't have enough money. "
damn....that really, really sucks and is fucking unfair.
And 48 exams plus projects does sound freaking crazy :/
Try not to think about all of those things, just do your best and try to enjoy your university life. Of course, that is easier said then done.
Sigh, just try to enjoy your time, don't worry too much over the future, don't give up believing in yourself...you know you are not stupid.
Fuck them all, show them that you are the HBIC and that you can beat the 'system'.
and continue to fight, for your right, to paaaaaaaart-ay.
Honestly, I wish I was able to say some smart, helpfull things to you.
There are appropriate words and expressions I know in Dutch,
but that I don't know the correct translation of in english.
And I don't wan't to use the "wrong" words or use words that don't really express what I am trying to say.
Just know that I feel bad for you and that I wish that I could somehow help you/make you feel better. :/
And please don't ever think that you are somehow 'bothering' me by telling me all of this. YOU can bother me anytime.
In some weird way I have started to care about you, eventhough I have never met you, saw you or heard your voice.
You know, I've actually thought about moving to another country and just become a cashier or a waiteress and rent a small/cheap flat or something.
Just get away from it all, start a new life, leave all of my 'luxury/comfort" behind. Abandon my old dreams, ambitions and hopes.
etc...
Life really can suck sometimes. bleh.
But you only live once,
so try to say "fuck it, I am going to enjoy this shit".
Have you went to see that 'prof doctor' you once told me about?
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I understand what you want to say exactly, because that's how I feel . it's weird to get worried abt someone or feel happy with someone when you haven't actually come face to face with them . [btw you did see me and told me I was cute , pic remember ... or have you completely blocked that out of your mind for fear of permanent damage lmao?? I kid , I kid ...]But I like it that I do . Because your comments ,even the silly ones make me feel a little bit better . It's like , there's more out there , beyond my personal bullshit, beyond my stupid country , beyond my school and you're proof of that .
I haven't watched the news either . I mean we still have the same president as before . There's still not enough money for everything and their cutting down on education and stuff like that . It's depressing and disgusting to think what this country has become tbh .
I thought about moving away too. It's just that I'd have to leave behind my aunt , who's practically raised me my whole life . At least out of respect, if not the love I have for her , I promised I'd stay here. So leaving is not really an option . But I've thought about it ... maybe when she's not around anymore I'll get fed up one day and just sell everything and move away or travel or smth . Idk , even if the possibility is scary , at the same time , without my aunt I would have anything else to lose . And as you said , you only live once ...
It's hard to ignore the shitty stuff that's happening with my uni . I feel frustrated that I can't get the good grades I got in school because it's way too much work . Like a friend from architecture or some from design have 3 or 4 exams .which totals to 6 or 8 a year . They don't even have midterms !!!!!
Do you mean the psychiatrist ? Yes I go ... idk , I tell her abt my problems she asks more questions I answer . So far it does help to have someone to talk to , but there's no real connection ther e. Like when I tell you things over the internet , even if I have no idea how you'll react, I feel that you care ... at least on some level . She's just doing her job , to listen . And the worst part is I keep asking her what can I do in this situation and she answers with a question lol . I think one day I'm just gonna start talking shit like inventing stuff lol . I think that at least would get me some laughs . Like pretend I'm a man traped in a woman's body and talk to her abt wanting a sex change . Or how every boy on the street looks asian to me or smth like that lol .
Long answer is long god damn it . We always have heart to heart conversations in someone else's random/for fun thread . I wonder if they read it and find unnecessary details about our lives ,then go :.................. wut ?
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I just meant 'not seen you in real life'.
Have you got any clue why is it your Faculty that is getting all/most of this bullshit?
I'm sorry that the psychiatrist isn't really connecting with you, but I if they had to do that with every patient they have... I think I wouldn't last a month doing that job.
Plus, if she gets too emotionaly connected with you, she might not be able to what is the best way to help you. But yeah, it would be nice if she would at least show you that she cares and wants you to get better. :/
"Or how every boy on the street looks asian to me or smth like that lol . "
Oh Dick, Start talking to her about Kpop. About the scarlet letters, that Jo Kwon is confusing you, about how you want 2PM to make an ALL NIGHT LONG mv, how you want to move to korea and sex random boys up, etc...
I'm sure she would like talking about something like that, pretty sure that is stuff she has never heard before. Dick.
" I wonder if they read it and find unnecessary details about our lives ,then go :.................. wut ?"
I always like to tell myself that they have disabled their notifications.
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