what the fuck can i do

[omnipitantfukup]

ok im sorry im such a fuckin failure at life and im ruining everyone else's life in the process im sorry OK !!!! i dont know what the fuck else i can do i try my best to be a good boyfriend because i love lauren more than anything else in this world but no matter what i do or what i say people have the need to talk behind my fuckin back about how im such a bad influence on her and if thats true than im sorry once again but im AM NOT sorry for loving her and i never will be i only want good things for lauren and i try my hardest to give them to her im sorry im not perfect but she knows that and she loves me any way.....i know that im fucked up, i have been for a long time and the only thing that has kept me in this life is her so dont anyone think for a second that i would do anything to hurt her and dont think for a second that i wouldnt die a million deaths just so she wouldnt feel any pain and if you cant see that and you still have a problem with me or with me loving lauren
all i have to say to you is

F U C K Y O U
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!