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There is some serious packing and selling of furniture happening now. This is actually our last "free" weekend before the move. We'll have a goodbye soiree next weekend, and I have a wedding to attend out of state during the last weekend in July. And then, two days later, we move.
I cried on the plane coming back from Atlanta. I thought about how it will feel to leave our apartment for the last time and to drive away from Astoria not knowing when we'll be back for anything more than a visit. I'm not sure if I'll miss New York all that much, but I really love this apartment. It's been a great spot for us, even though I just moved into it when my BF had already lived here for 4 years. I never really put my stamp on it, but I didn't really mind.
I think I'd be more excited if I didn't still have dozens of questions about school and Atlanta. It's the uncertainty that's really bothering me. In the past few years, I've become much more of a preparer/planner type, so when I just have to trust that something will work out, it's a serious struggle. On the other hand, I know that this "before" time is probably the hardest it'll be. In a few months, so many of this questions will be answered. I hope that will make it easier.
I cried on the plane coming back from Atlanta. I thought about how it will feel to leave our apartment for the last time and to drive away from Astoria not knowing when we'll be back for anything more than a visit. I'm not sure if I'll miss New York all that much, but I really love this apartment. It's been a great spot for us, even though I just moved into it when my BF had already lived here for 4 years. I never really put my stamp on it, but I didn't really mind.
I think I'd be more excited if I didn't still have dozens of questions about school and Atlanta. It's the uncertainty that's really bothering me. In the past few years, I've become much more of a preparer/planner type, so when I just have to trust that something will work out, it's a serious struggle. On the other hand, I know that this "before" time is probably the hardest it'll be. In a few months, so many of this questions will be answered. I hope that will make it easier.