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To anyone who doesn't know, my husband is deploying again to Iraq.
It doesn't matter of course that he's only had 1 year home out of 4, and he's getting stoplossed a MONTH before he's supposed to get out of the army.
It doesn't matter that I don't know how the hell I'm supposed to live through another year of this,
that both of us are fight extreme depression. I'm already warped beyond belief because of the Army.
It doesn't matter that our president is an idiot who 'stays the course' of insanity over in Iraq.
Might I add that we're not even important enough for the Army to tell us themselves? No, we learn about the orders through the military newspaper.
A whole fucking year and a half extra military service in a warzone.
I HATE OUR COUNTRY. I'm starting to understand people who bomb places out of hate. Hate? I'm understanding that now too.
But hey, the army doesn't give a shit about people. Just war. That's all its for. And if it kills a couple of Army wives in the process, that's cool right? That's Christian right?
I'm starting to doubt pretty much everything I ever believed in.
It doesn't matter of course that he's only had 1 year home out of 4, and he's getting stoplossed a MONTH before he's supposed to get out of the army.
It doesn't matter that I don't know how the hell I'm supposed to live through another year of this,
that both of us are fight extreme depression. I'm already warped beyond belief because of the Army.
It doesn't matter that our president is an idiot who 'stays the course' of insanity over in Iraq.
Might I add that we're not even important enough for the Army to tell us themselves? No, we learn about the orders through the military newspaper.
A whole fucking year and a half extra military service in a warzone.
I HATE OUR COUNTRY. I'm starting to understand people who bomb places out of hate. Hate? I'm understanding that now too.
But hey, the army doesn't give a shit about people. Just war. That's all its for. And if it kills a couple of Army wives in the process, that's cool right? That's Christian right?
I'm starting to doubt pretty much everything I ever believed in.