Stairway to Heaven
And nice as Erica is, the Invictus are a little bit stuck up for me. Seriously, when that guy from my home town walked in he must have had like a bazillion different names before I got to hear his own. Waaaay too much shit for me. I think I’d die the first time somebody called me Lady this or Miss that. Shit, I’m not even twenty five. So, yeah, I ain’t got the time or whatever to want that kind of power or that kind of puffy snooty shit.
I don’t really got to explain about the Carthians. That one got made pretty clear. No. Just…just no.
Then there’s the Dragony people. But, you know, it feels kinda like high school all over again. There’s those freaking wicked smart people who keeping learning things, and going to class, and not getting expelled and all that good shit, then there’s me who, well, who doesn’t do any of those things. I mean the world needs smart people, I just ain’t one of them. And I don’t think you can just sleep with the professors this time around, you actually got to know what’s going on. So, good luck, to them, keep on trucking, send me a postcard if ya see anything interesting.
So, yeah. I think the point’s pretty obvious. Just a big waste of time forcing me to wait. I could be spending all my time getting better at what I know I’m gonna have to do, picking out a goddess, or following the material path like Dre keeps saying I should. I dunno. But no matter what, I could at least be getting something done, not just pretending to listen to what everybody else’s got to say. Seriously, I’ve only been smiling and nodding for a couple months, and my mouths already getting a little sore. A year and a day, they gotta be kidding me. There’s has to be something else I can do here. Well, maybe I can at least start looking at the different goddesses…not sure if I still really buy into that thing. But what did one of those Crone the other night say? It’s not whether the gods really exist, just that someone believes in it. Whatever works I guess.
Oh well, whatever. Bitching’s good and all, but don’t make me feel that much better. But I got a pretty good idea what will. Dre and Nashe are gone, just counting down the minutes until the distraction arrives. Signing off, if I’m still alive later I’ll write in you again.
-Krista
I don’t really got to explain about the Carthians. That one got made pretty clear. No. Just…just no.
Then there’s the Dragony people. But, you know, it feels kinda like high school all over again. There’s those freaking wicked smart people who keeping learning things, and going to class, and not getting expelled and all that good shit, then there’s me who, well, who doesn’t do any of those things. I mean the world needs smart people, I just ain’t one of them. And I don’t think you can just sleep with the professors this time around, you actually got to know what’s going on. So, good luck, to them, keep on trucking, send me a postcard if ya see anything interesting.
So, yeah. I think the point’s pretty obvious. Just a big waste of time forcing me to wait. I could be spending all my time getting better at what I know I’m gonna have to do, picking out a goddess, or following the material path like Dre keeps saying I should. I dunno. But no matter what, I could at least be getting something done, not just pretending to listen to what everybody else’s got to say. Seriously, I’ve only been smiling and nodding for a couple months, and my mouths already getting a little sore. A year and a day, they gotta be kidding me. There’s has to be something else I can do here. Well, maybe I can at least start looking at the different goddesses…not sure if I still really buy into that thing. But what did one of those Crone the other night say? It’s not whether the gods really exist, just that someone believes in it. Whatever works I guess.
Oh well, whatever. Bitching’s good and all, but don’t make me feel that much better. But I got a pretty good idea what will. Dre and Nashe are gone, just counting down the minutes until the distraction arrives. Signing off, if I’m still alive later I’ll write in you again.
-Krista