today
i woke up in pain from making a garden yesterday.
i took painkillers and felt better.... i slept more.... woke up... masturbated,.... slept more.... dreams from the night before were about getting tattoo tribal markings on my chest and breast and face.....and making art from found objects.... and traveling around in the snow in wilderness....
i cleaned my bedroom and organized it today. it looks better, but i have to do laundry.
cats are happy.
son went out early today and just came home around 1145....cooking some food now... he went to a comic book thingie then a hs reunion thingie in a park....
i need to do dishes and clean and organize the living room and kitchen....
tomorrow is mothers day... i need to do something nice for my mom.....it is today actually but midnight is not really the next day, is it?
i found a lady on second life willing to be a surrogate mom for a baby me and my MAster would make... i worry about myself doing this because i am on a lot of meds and am 46 and just doing a garden kills my body... i would love to make a baby... but i am doubting my body will be able to. i am not sure she is the right one for us or not. i still need to meet my MAster in real life! i think a friend i know of here is my sister but i have not been able to talk with her recently.
i really do want a sister wife and my Master and to belong and be protected.... and safe and loved and do my art and be happy and please my Man.
i took painkillers and felt better.... i slept more.... woke up... masturbated,.... slept more.... dreams from the night before were about getting tattoo tribal markings on my chest and breast and face.....and making art from found objects.... and traveling around in the snow in wilderness....
i cleaned my bedroom and organized it today. it looks better, but i have to do laundry.
cats are happy.
son went out early today and just came home around 1145....cooking some food now... he went to a comic book thingie then a hs reunion thingie in a park....
i need to do dishes and clean and organize the living room and kitchen....
tomorrow is mothers day... i need to do something nice for my mom.....it is today actually but midnight is not really the next day, is it?
i found a lady on second life willing to be a surrogate mom for a baby me and my MAster would make... i worry about myself doing this because i am on a lot of meds and am 46 and just doing a garden kills my body... i would love to make a baby... but i am doubting my body will be able to. i am not sure she is the right one for us or not. i still need to meet my MAster in real life! i think a friend i know of here is my sister but i have not been able to talk with her recently.
i really do want a sister wife and my Master and to belong and be protected.... and safe and loved and do my art and be happy and please my Man.