I think I may have died

[ominousthomas]

I tried to get all gung ho about a new life, a new shot at things. It didnt work Becky just a little too crazy, Tom just a little too lazy. I'm trying to sleep away the days. Just sleep. Maybe wake up when something better is happening, I don't know. I felt motivated for a while but on my own with no friends is no way to live. I miss Lauren, and as much as I hate to admit it I miss Paige even though she dumped me with all the fanfare of a ticker tape parade, I miss Sam, I miss my life.
I want to reclaim it
I just feel dead inside.
The sun is shining but not for me