Did u plan on discussing this with me at all? or were u just not going to tell me? well...whatever...i know u don't want to get a place with me. So just say so! Fuck! I'm tired of this shit. I've worked my fucking ass off...for no1 but US. But I guess it's all for nothing.
So go ahead and do whatever you want. Just give me the courtesy of letting me know what's going to happen. Because this is my life too. What you do affects me too. More than you know.
"I've come to realize that certain people I would want to talk to me about problems would rather put things in their journal, like killing themselves and such. I'm tired of it."
If I felt like I could talk to you...I would. But more times than not I end up feeling worse about myself than I did before. Even though things have been fucked up lately... they've been good. At least... I thought. Now I don't know what to think. So fill me in on what's going on. Cause I don't want to feel like I can't talk to you. I don't want to know what's going to happen. I just want to keep trying for what WE had planned.
If you want me to be able to talk to you... let it come naturally. Instead of pressuring me or making me feel like shit when I don't.
I Love You more than fucking life itself. I want you to know that. I am willing to try. Please talk to me!
or were u just not going to tell me?
well...whatever...i know u don't want to get a place with me.
So just say so!
Fuck! I'm tired of this shit.
I've worked my fucking ass off...for no1 but US.
But I guess it's all for nothing.
So go ahead and do whatever you want.
Just give me the courtesy of letting me know what's going to happen.
Because this is my life too.
What you do affects me too.
More than you know.
"I've come to realize that certain people I would want to talk to me about problems would rather put things in their journal, like killing themselves and such. I'm tired of it."
If I felt like I could talk to you...I would.
But more times than not I end up feeling worse about myself
than I did before.
Even though things have been fucked up lately...
they've been good.
At least... I thought.
Now I don't know what to think.
So fill me in on what's going on.
Cause I don't want to feel like I can't talk to you.
I don't want to know what's going to happen.
I just want to keep trying for what WE had planned.
If you want me to be able to talk to you...
let it come naturally.
Instead of pressuring me or making me feel like shit when I don't.
I Love You more than fucking life itself.
I want you to know that.
I am willing to try.
Please talk to me!
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