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Nov 17, 2004 00:13

All I want is for her not to go out with guys that I DONT know. Same way she wouldn't let me go and do anything with a girl she didnt know. Which is fully understandable, but I can't have the same luxury?

She keeps bringing the Heather situation up, like it fucking matters. Emily wasn't around, she wasn't even present in my mind. The first time I barely remember, and the second time was because I was horny and everyone was fucking but the two of us. ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY?!

That's something I'm ashamed to admit, cause I'm not the person who goes for a casual fuck. I don't like the fact of having sex and then forgetting about it, like it was nothing. That wasn't me that night, but apparently that doesnt matter. She keeps telling me that "we werent together then, why does it matter?" WE WERENT FUCKING TOGETHER THEN!!

But that is trivial. My point was that I don't want her going out with some guy I dont know. Especially after she's been drinking or will be drinking. I mean, I dont fucking know this guy. But that doesnt matter.

I never said she couldn't go. I just told her that I wasnt comfortable with the situation.

Fuck this, I dont care anymore. She can do what she wants, and I'll do what I want.

Just remember one thing, I WILL NEVER CHEAT ON YOU. EVER.

fuckingshit, if you could just understand that.

I love you
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