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[omino_invictus]

today was the weirdest day of my life. i dint feel that i should have cried as much as i did, but i just knew wes half of my life so it was hard to see someone like that go into the ground. ashley brought up a good point, if you havent seen it, youre probably not on her friends list. all in all, today was a happy day, now we can all have some sort of "closure" on this whole subject and move on with our lives. i didnt love wes, and none of us really did, except for the likes of dean and brandon, those guys. wes and i were just friends, like everyone else. we didnt love him, and after today, i still dont love him. i just thought he was a kid that had fun, and enjoyed life as it came to him. i really had a hard time seeing someone ive known for so long, dead in a wooden box. that was a little hard for me, being as squemmish as i am. but, i dont regret anything that went down today. i just hope that none of us have to bury any of our sons and\or daughters. lets just get over the whole grief stricken crap and move on and be happy for everything that we have in our lives. lets remember wesley, and if you are not a jerk head, go to his grave at least once more in your life and pay your resepects. amen.

ahem. well, i, um, everyone looked good today. your can tell the way people really are in situations like this. funny how life works like this. i see someone, i cry and i immediatedly run and hug them and get tears all over their sholder. ive done it a million times. some people just sit there and really do much of nothing, thats always an interesting thing to see. a bunch of hard asses out there. jesus.

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-G man