ambien
okay I haven't exactly updated in a while, so here goes. I slept over Kristen's house last night, and Kelli and Eric came over. We went for a walk over to the highschool, and then up to the pavillions where we watched the sky get dark, it was really nice, I wish I brought my camera. I love hanging out with him, I feel like a little kid again or something. Later on we watched 13, all crowded onto Kristens bed. (not meant for four people sitting in weird angles let me tell you that lol) Mary's pimp/hoe birthday party is tonight, and I'm stoked. I have 3 hoes already, Bri, Colleen, and Linzi. I'll take pictures of everyone to show all of you, but I'm sure half of you who look on my journal is going. I decided that I want to bleach my hair again, I'm thinking about having Linzi do it because I actually want it platinum blonde, not orangy blonde. Call me crazy for trusting linzi enough to do it, but I do. I'm sure if we get the bleach she'll do fine. I mean whatever she fucks up, I'll just re-do it. I need to start exercizing more. Dead serious, I want to be skinny again. Believe it or not, I was never like this. I used to be chubby yes, but not this bad. I need to start slimmin' down or something is going to happen. I hate being the "fat" one in the group of friends who are all size 2 in jeans. It sucks. I have enough will-power to do it though, so I'm going to try my best. Okay well I'm really tired, so I'm going to check myspace one last time then go take a nap. talk to you kiddies later.