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[ Private | Unhackable | Voice ]
I've been questioning what I have been doing more and more as of late. I haven't even been doing much work on searching for the Philosopher's stone. Last was back at Berum when I was asking some of those guildmasters what they knew. I still have that lead that Pip gave me, but I haven't really done much with it, have I?
[small sigh]
I've been becoming too soft, too inactive. Both with my own goals and my duties to this ship. If I had been more assertive maybe I would have been smarter about who I let on this ship and maybe...
[there's an irritated huff]
Don't think about that, Winry. Remember what Rikku said. I just wish I could fully believe her. In the end there isn't anything I can do to change that, but at least I can start making things better now. And to start, I need to help Ling. I've wasted enough time. There's nothing I can do to help both him and Greed, and it was selfish to try anyway. I shouldn't have allowed myself to get so close to him after I figured out what was really happening between him and Ling. It's my own fault that I'm going to be a traitor no matter what I do, so I might as well do what is right, at least.
I just wish I didn't have to ask for someone's help, but I can't really think of any other way.
[ Filtered to Beat | Unhackable | Voice ]
Hey Beat....can I ask a huge favor of you?
I've been questioning what I have been doing more and more as of late. I haven't even been doing much work on searching for the Philosopher's stone. Last was back at Berum when I was asking some of those guildmasters what they knew. I still have that lead that Pip gave me, but I haven't really done much with it, have I?
[small sigh]
I've been becoming too soft, too inactive. Both with my own goals and my duties to this ship. If I had been more assertive maybe I would have been smarter about who I let on this ship and maybe...
[there's an irritated huff]
Don't think about that, Winry. Remember what Rikku said. I just wish I could fully believe her. In the end there isn't anything I can do to change that, but at least I can start making things better now. And to start, I need to help Ling. I've wasted enough time. There's nothing I can do to help both him and Greed, and it was selfish to try anyway. I shouldn't have allowed myself to get so close to him after I figured out what was really happening between him and Ling. It's my own fault that I'm going to be a traitor no matter what I do, so I might as well do what is right, at least.
I just wish I didn't have to ask for someone's help, but I can't really think of any other way.
[ Filtered to Beat | Unhackable | Voice ]
Hey Beat....can I ask a huge favor of you?