bring out the whips

[saraid]

So this is my first SPN-J2 BB. I was really excited when I started. But I've been having a rotten time lately. Meds aren't helping, stepdaughter-who-moved-in-with-baby really isn't helping (it's been more than 20 years since we had a baby in this house! It's *stressful*) and on top of that I think I hate my story. It's devolving into gooey plotless mush and I don't know how to fix it. Or if I should. All the cool edginess I was going for is gone. It's starting to sound like a thousand other stories I've read. I've got 22k and at least another 30 to go. My original goal of 1k words a day has slipped too 500 and what I really need is a really mean taskmaster.

Thank you for letting me vent. Could someone please yell at me? Perhaps daily? Possibly hourly?