umm yea...

Mar 18, 2004 22:50

I moved..I live now in Mastic, Ny with my aunt from my dads side as well as my father he has his own apartment in the basement, I have my own room with Jordan..it's cool, I stay in the basement too so I have lots of privacy, its weird though, I havent had to say the word "dad" in FOREVER so its kind of weird now that after all this time passes I say it..so yea it kind of seems like he is trying to hard but whatever I dunno..also my mom is cool with it, it was getting really bad at my grandmothers so I couldnt stay there no longer so plus I wanted to rebuild my relationship with my aunt and shit so yea I'm here and not fully 100% happy..I miss my mom but hey it isnt like I am in another state or anything..

umm I like how you make plans with a friend and their supposed to come pick you up and you get ready and shit and then they never call you or anything to let you know their not so then yea..well that happened and honestly I'm dealing with that stupid shit, it's stupid ridiculous how hard is it to pick up a fuckin phone to let me know you aint coming but whatever you probably brought Tara to go get him so whatever..like I said I see how it is..it just was very rude and inconsiderate..so yea

umm god do I have 2957483858 appointments coming up doctors visits for me and Jordan, I need to find out if I have sleep apnea or not, which I most likely do considering I wake up grasping for air sometimes, (sleep apnea is where you stop breathing in the middle of the night)so yea and plus I need to find out a lot of things and where I can go to get help for my anger management yea it's getting really bad..like I literally have to bite down on my tongue ring really hard and thats not good since I chipped my tooth, but you cant notice it..so yea I dunno what else to write, Jordan says MOMMA all the goddam time now, I think I am going to change my name haha..

people piss me off as usual..no they disgust me k thanks off to never never land now bye
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